breakthrough

So I had a great session today.

There were a lot of tears.

But we got pretty far.

I'm going to implement change.

I just need to remember to do it.

Myself. And everyone else.

I believe in god. Who is this god?

I don't know, we've never met.

I pray to my god, and I feel great about it.


I love kids, I want to have kids.

I might not be able to birth them, but I sure want to have children.

I want to share in parenthood with my husband.


I want too many things in my short life, but these things I know...

I love my god, I love my (future) children, and I want to share the rest of my life with the love of my life.

And for the first time, I'm willing to wait on these things.


I'm working on myself, and you may come help, but I'm not stepping away from myself to tend to you.


xoxo
-Claire

feeling blue

My depression is back.

I have better friends than I did last time.

I feel sad all the time, but I know there are people who've got my back.

It's pretty awesome; thanks for being there for me.

Thank you for being a friend.


-Claire

down with the sickness

I've been sick lately.
I just want to be well.
I swear it will cherish my health, when I get it back.
Please?